The entertainment is in the journey. The journey is the act of balancing. The act of balancing is the goal. The goal is the end. The end is the end.
I’m thinking of starting an online magazine (webzine? E-zine?). So I was thinking about what to call it. It has to be something catchy… anyway, for some reason the word “mersh” popped into my brain. Mersh could be part of the title, like, “Much More Mersh” (or, MMM, not to be confused with the stock ticker for 3M), or “More Than Mersh.”
I recently got an interesting email at work from my company’s “Wise & Well” group. Yes it sounds a bit cheesy, but really the W&W program is a pretty great idea – you can submit information on when you work out, go to the doctor for preventative visits, run in a 5k, etc – and they pay you money! I get paid to be healthy. I think this is brilliant.
- Stress Ball – be resilient.
- Kaleidoscope – always changing; put color in your life.
- Bubbles – duh, everyone likes bubbles.
- Marbles – in case you feel like you’re losing yours.
And so on. You get the idea.
- 10 bars Trader Joe’s 73% Dark Organic Chocolate – this would be my “duh” item.
- Large Sharp Knife – in case I need to gut any fish or hack my way out of the jungle.
- 1 Condom – you never know.
- Peanut Butter – it’s just good. I must be hungry.
Oh wait! These items aren’t very “metaphorical,” are they! Or aren’t they?? Maybe I’m not a very metaphorical person. Let’s see now, let me try harder.
- One half of the thick red glass votive candleholder that belonged to my mom – this was my mom’s favorite votive holder. My aunt and I went through all of my mom’s things after she died – we threw away some, gave away some, and kept some. When we were done, we noticed that this heavy glass candleholder had split cleanly in two. All on its own. That day. It’s a reminder that even the most solid things are fragile and can break unexpectedly. Be careful.
- A photograph of my Grandma’s house on the beach – to remind me of beautiful places and happy memories
- A laminated card that says “BREATHE” on it. I often forget.
- A pen and paper – write down ideas. Write a story. Write something. Write anything.
Welp, I guess it was time for something like this to happen. If you know me at all, you’ll know it was inevitable.
I just tried to delete some files for an old web site that I no longer use.
And I just blew away my acneil.com blog.
Well, it’s just words. And pictures. Nothing that was all that important anyway.
Now – a blank slate.
What is next?